Ending or ended ....

life is so unpredictable ....
its had been more than a year since i blog and write down my feelings.....
everytime i think back ,....
it had been sad........... when i learnt to out down many of my bad ...... i still cannot get what i wanted ....
it had been more than a year .... but dunno why it is still not stablised .... why must people think i am such a shallow person ....
it is rather sad for things i have done .... but i did not regret any of it ... giving is what i can but may not be all , but my heart is still the same as ever.... but y just cant people see it .? am i really just bad or am i just to naive ...
i still cannot put down many things ... i lost many things but i have not regretted at all for the person important to me ....
why cant someone hear the explaination and accept the fact of me .... it may be some wrong idea i protrait, but still sorry for the everything .... i must apologise that it hurts .....
today it hit the 15th month and i being such lonely blogging ...
seeing the movie one litre of tears ... it just make me drop my tears .... it is really sad and the girl embrace herself to accept her diseases ..... making me more feeling that i am luckier than many of the people ....
yup it thought me a lot of things ... they will still be people beside u and support u all the way ....
i dun mind people misunderstand me .. as long i myself know that i will nv do anything bad to hurt others ,...
anyway .... good to blog again ....
life goes on as my initial blogging ......
no matter how i can accept .. as long u are happy .. i will be happy for u ...
i can suffer ... but i cant make u sufffer anymore ....
sorry for everything .....
but one thing for sure is that i will wait for the day ............
take care ....